there’s so much a 21 year old can take. her thoughts can’t stabilize something she never felt. she never had any friends or lovers. it’s pathetic. it’s disgusting. people have been locked in quarantine and fell into the great depression. well guess what, she’s been in a lockdown since the moment she was born. she never got to experience the warmth of another human being, the soft careless whispers, light touches that make the skin crawl, a friendship ambiance, people singing for her birthday & sharing their gratitude. all she knew all her life was the four walls she trapped herself in. mockery. humiliation. being ignored. rejection. no one deserves this kind of pain. no. one. while loving yourself should be a main priority, she can’t help but wonder: why don’t I deserve these things, too? why am i not worthy? why, god? i am hurt. i am bleeding. i am not okay. i don’t know how my story will end up. i’m not sure of anything at all. i wrote this with tears in my eyes because everything is quickly passing by and i don’t know what to do. i don’t know.
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