Im fine

Im sick l, im tired, I dont want anymore to be like that,
I dont like attention, I want to be invisible, and so unknown,
I want to be unpopular, and very distance by popularity!
cause this is not me, I want be free, me, myself!
I want to fly to touch the sky, I want to fly to touch a the star
I want to fly and to watch the stars, I want to run to feel the rain,
I want to walk to feel the snowing, o want to feel cold yo be red in my checks!
I want to be a child and shy to have blushing in my face!
I want to feel all my emotions, all my sentiments, all my loves
I want to live in peace, I want that silent which I miss
I want that wind to touch my hair with his breeze!
I want to touch the watch without any worries and to ask myself what its gonna happened tomorrow!
I want to see fireworks, to watch at lamps and lampions!
I want to smell flowers, to lose in nature and universe!
I want to jump between rain and snow, and to play with them like how I did in the past when I was a child!
I want to run between woods, to feel present right here right now,
And to enjoy of life like how it is right now!
I don't want fame, I don't want to be rich, I don't want to push and force something,
I won't be a marionette of nobody, I won't let somebody to manipulate me!
I won't let somebody to tell me what should I do, how should I talk and how should I feel and should I have expression or not!